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Keep choosing you every morning. Colton Scott Brown-Underwood (né Underwood; born January 26, ) [1] is an American reality television personality and former professional football player. He played defensive end at Illinois State and was signed by the San Diego Chargers as an undrafted free agent inand was on the practice squads of the Oakland Raiders and.

Underwood said he "genuinely" wishes he hadn't dragged people into "my own mess of figuring out who I was. Colton Underwood is ready to live his truth. And I came to terms with that earlier this year and have been processing it. I didn't have the intentions of waking up.

Underwood said he's had "a range of responses" to his coming out and the "underlying, most common one" has been they wish he'd told them sooner, including his dad. But Underwood said he had known the truth of his sexuality colton a young age, knowing he "just felt different" from the age of 6, when he couldn't process it.

Underwood said he went through a gay and bad" time before feeling like he could reveal this about himself and his "wake up call" was feeling like he "would've rather died" than say he's gay. I'm looking for someone who can push me and challenge me in all the great gay.

Having grown up in the Catholic church, he remembered he "learned in the Bible that gay is a sin" in Catholic grade school. When Roberts asked if he had any advice for someone struggling to come out, Underwood said he still has a long way to go and is still learning.

And when the time's ready or when the time's right and you're ready, do it on your own time. When Roberts asked about the women from his "Bachelor" season and how they -- among others -- may feel misled, Underwood said he "would understand why they think that way.

And the next step in all of this was sort of letting people know. Underwood said he still hasn't had an "emotional connection" with someone of the same sex, but he is looking forward to finding a partner. Underwood said he finally got to a place where he could be honest with himself afterthe year that turned everyone's lives upside down, and made people "look at themselves in the mirror and figure out who they are and what they've been running from or what they've been putting off in their lives.

When he was named the Bachelor, Underwood said he remembered "praying to God" the morning he found out and "thanking him for making me straight,' thinking this would lead to him finally getting the wife and them having kids. And during his time in sports, he remembered people using the word "gay" as a term that held "a connotation of negativity.

Now, Colton took to Instagram to participate in a trend revealing his life Plan A and Plan B. In a new compilation video with his son, Colton revealed that he’s officially a stay-at-home dad. The 'Bachelor' alum explained why he labels himself as '75% gay' on Wednesday's episode of ex Hannah Brown's podcast, as they discussed when she started to question Underwood's sexuality and how.

I've hated myself for a long time," Underwood told Roberts in a pre-taped chat. He knew he was "more emotional" than the other boys in his class. And I did," he recalled, noting this moment -- and other "suicidal thoughts" -- led him to "take back control" of his life.

After coming out as gay informer 'Bachelor' star Colton Underwood is engaged to boyfriend Jordan C. Brown. Keep fighting for you. Former 'Bachelor' Colton Underwood speaks his truth and comes out as gay Underwood, who gave his final rose to Cassie Randolph insays he “came to terms” with his sexuality earlier this.

It took until high school for him to realize he "was more attracted to the boys and the men" than he was the opposite sex. I used to pray for him to change me," he said, adding that his relationship with God now isn't "conditional. Underwood colton he has grown "closer to God" in this revelation and said he knows some people will question how that's even possible for a gay man to say.

When Roberts, who is also openly gay, said she could "see the joy" and "see the relief" in Underwood, he said he was "emotional in, like such a good, happy, positive way," and is "the happiest and healthiest" he's ever been.